One step
25 May 2008
closer to him as day by day passes by. It is impossible to type out the things we did together though this blog belongs to me cos it is for us to cherish and keep those as memories. For us to know and not for you to find out! Therefore am hoping that the day to depart will never come by! It will be the saddest moment but I still need to live up with it. *Sob Sob. The question is how soon will it be?***********
8 papers down, 4 more to go! It is the greatest news to acknowledge therefore, I need to work hard on these four more papers before I can declare freedom from exams. Then I will be having 4 months of holidays in UK. Will be finding jobs to sustain myself in order not to burden my Papa though the constant giving of money makes me lazy to work. Contradictory!!! But still happy =).
Words can kill
17 May 2008
At times it is better not to say anything like the saying goes 'Silence is Golden'! Remember these words may hurt those people around you either with intention or without intention. Whether you like it or not, once the words are spread out there is no turning point. You either apologise or swallow down it hard and pretend nothing had happened. You may think that you have disclosed the information to someone you could trust but you will never know when a person could turn it's back on you. Even a safe needs to be insured! There are two side of stories to a picture but the differences lies on the method of analysing the picture.
To be honest, I am not saying that I do not trust my friends around me. However the level of trust varies from one person to another. There are some who really cares, listens to every single words I have said or about to say, shared my laughters and tears, advice me on what's right or wrong and even stayed up all night just to accompany me. Some others are just mere acquaintance, clubbing matez, movie matez, or even sports matez and food lovers and housemates. The friendship tightens and develops as years goes by as well as the intention of parties. Remember, friendship can be compared to a chess game. It will come to an end if you take the wrong move.
Don't get me wrong if I do not tell you or share with you my personal problems. I am picky and do not feel that it is your fault or whatsoever. It is me who is not capable to open up to everyone. I may be a nosy parker with other's but not when it comes to matters which trust is involved. If I choose not to tell, no matter how pathetic you can be I won't mind because I stand on my own firm grounds. But when I decide to tell, I will tell you openly, not even a single word need to be said by you.
*Every individual is different and unique in their own way. This is me and I live with it.
0 readers
To be honest, I am not saying that I do not trust my friends around me. However the level of trust varies from one person to another. There are some who really cares, listens to every single words I have said or about to say, shared my laughters and tears, advice me on what's right or wrong and even stayed up all night just to accompany me. Some others are just mere acquaintance, clubbing matez, movie matez, or even sports matez and food lovers and housemates. The friendship tightens and develops as years goes by as well as the intention of parties. Remember, friendship can be compared to a chess game. It will come to an end if you take the wrong move.
Don't get me wrong if I do not tell you or share with you my personal problems. I am picky and do not feel that it is your fault or whatsoever. It is me who is not capable to open up to everyone. I may be a nosy parker with other's but not when it comes to matters which trust is involved. If I choose not to tell, no matter how pathetic you can be I won't mind because I stand on my own firm grounds. But when I decide to tell, I will tell you openly, not even a single word need to be said by you.
*Every individual is different and unique in their own way. This is me and I live with it.
Trip to Italy....
11 May 2008
was my second time around. But this trip was a little different as Victor and I were there to shop for branded goods! Haha.. We ain't rich but the liking for it was there. So why not pamper ourselves once a while.
14/04/2008
Day 1: rented a modern Fiat with new gadgets being installed made us a real fool. Kudos to Victor who has the courage to drive in Italy. Italian drivers are mad on the road. With this little car, it took us to many places, not forgetting our main destination "The Mall" and "The Space" and also to get us to our accommodation. We shopped till we dropped and I being tired before approaching the Space! Hahah... how could this be?
15/04/2008
Day 2: We went back to the Mall again early in the morning. Probably the both of us missed the shop too much and can't resist the goods. Can't blame us, the goods are actually waiting for the rightful owner to buy them home. We might even go to the Space if it was not too far as Victor wanted to visit the City for his David dear. We walked around the city without entering those museums as the queue was madness. Victor managed to get a picture with David as there was a little open museum for the public. We treated ourselves to a medium posh restaurant in the city. Managed to grab Gelato while walking, Yummilicious and a cup of hot cappuccino!!! Continue our journey around the city and caught a picture or two of the real mannequins (model) for Mac. Will upload the pictures once Victor transfer to me. It was superbly done. Last destination was a church before going back to our tiny hut.
16/04/08
Day 3: Heading back to London and London back to Newcastle - buried myself with books again as my exams starts on the 28/04/08. Sighh!!!
*Please do not spend extra money on GPS. It's lousy and through experienced I am warning you. The GPS that we got took us to another place instead of our accommodation. We were directed straight, keep left, continue going straight, keep right, turn right, 30 yards, turn right - YOU HAVE REACHED YOUR DESTINATION. Bingo, we didn't know where we landed and it was creepy.
Labels: Holidays
0 readersCatch-22
10 May 2008
Dear Diary, Come to think of it, time really flies. So many task to handle how possible to finish it in a day. Only 24 hours a day but can he or she juggle its work to love life, to families, to friends, and to people surrounding him or her? Attempted to squeeze in the whole nine yards yet some have been overlooked: Catch-22
Many thoughts are running in my tiny brain. BVC is coming to an end wherein I am supposed to choose my future path. To go back Malaysia (so that I can be closed with my families) or stay on in United Kingdom (to experience and make most out of it without regrets)? Friends and jobs (not particularly legal side area) are awaiting for me in these both countries but I am torn apart between two more things. Both are important to me, difficult to decide on and I am wishing for a miracle to happen or a fairy mother to grant me my wishes.
GOD heals almost everything and GOD gives and forgives as stated in my previous post; is it true? I am not giving no credence to GOD, I just do not want to be tested this time around. Please shine the tunnel for me so that it will be easier for me to walk through it! Thank you.
Signed out,
Me, myself and I
Neglected...
04 May 2008
Have we actually take our time to stop and think: what are our body made off? We can't over strain our body or else we will fall sick. So here are the tips to help us improves our health in our daily lives:
1. Take a 10 - 30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile. It is the ultimates anti-depressant.
2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
3. No late night movies and get more sleep.
4. When you wake up, complete this statement, "My purpose for today is ......"
5. Live with the three E's: Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
6. Play more games and read more books than you did in 2007
7. Make time for meditation, yoga, tai-chi, and the prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives
8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of 6
9. Dream more while you are awake
10. Eat more food that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in 'plants'
11. Drink green tea and plenty of water. Eat blueberries, Wild Alaskan Salmon, walnutz, almonds and broccoli
12. Try to make at least three person smile each day
13. Clear clutter from your house, your car, your desk, and let new and flowing energy into your house
14. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip, energy vampires, issues of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in positive present moment
15. Realise that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum, that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learned will last a lifetime
16. Eat breakfast like a King, eat lunch like a prince and dinner like a college kid with a maxed out charge card
17. Smile and laugh more
18. Life isn't fair but it's still good
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone
20. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does
21. You don't have to win in ever arguments. Agree to disagree
22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoiled your present
23. Don't compare your life to others. You have no clue what their journey is all about
24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you
25. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: "In 5 years will these matter"
26. Forgive everyone for everything
27. What other people think of you is none of your business
28. GOD heals almost everything
29. However good or bad a situation is, it will change
30. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
31. Get rid of things that isn't beautiful, useful and joyful
32. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need
33. The best is yet to come
34. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up
35. DO the right thing
36. Call your family often
37. Each night before you go to bed complete the following statements: I am thankful for ....... and Today I accomplished......
38. Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed
39. Enjoy your ride. You only have ride through life so make the most of it
40. Man Gets and Forgets but GOD gives and forgives
40 tips to share with everyone and hope you find it useful!!
Love, Ming
Labels: Health
1 readersExams Fever
Dear Diary,
First I would like to say that my exams paper are set out in a way wherein we are not expected. Haha. Even lecturers loved to fool their students. =( Neways, I loved to announce that 2 papers are down, 8 more to go. Opinion is up next and I do really hope that we are well prepared for their traps or any loop holes this time.
Secondly, I do know that you guys knew what Panda's are but have you really pay attention particularly to their black eye? If not, please do check it out cos my eyes are exactly like theirs now. I can't do anything cos right now, me having exams. My pimply face is defeated by the medication. Yey! Thanx to Junnie who brought it back for me from Malaysia during easter break.
Thirdly, I just can't wait to go clubbing to de-stress myself once exams are over or a short vacation. Probably those who are taking BVC deserved to pamper themselves at the end of the course. This is horrible, terrible and whatever you could end with "ble" described this course. You might call me mad, right, you are on the right track; BVC course had made us gone cuckoo!! *Laughs
Finally, my consciences has told me to stop crapping here and get back to my research for upcoming papers and also to complete my Advocacy IPE's by 6th May 2008. Wish me luck!
Love,
Ming
xxx
